The Future

I find myself unable to sleep. The thoughts keep going through my head as to what would happen if things don’t go how I plan over then next few years. I have no idea why this is going through my head now, but that doesn’t really matter so much I don’t tihnk.

What worries me is “What if I don’t get onto the business course I want to do?” and “What will I do then?” and then beyond that “What will I do if I can’t get a business loan” when I try to start my own business. I couldn’t stand a monotonous lifestyle, and the kind of work that’s tedious and not really worth the wage they pay you. Get up, go to work, come home, watch tv, sleep, repeat. It’s just.. No.. I don’t know how people do it and seem so content with it.

Right now. My life goals involve moving to a country less crappy than this one, and being able to work for something to do, not to pay the bills (Yes there are people that do that! I’ve known a couple).

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